That light at the end of the tunnel...

Is the freaking DLR, Cristina! I spent the last few hours worried I'll be late in the morning and that would be the last drop. Now I'm making coffee - and I dont drink coffee - to make sure I wont fall asleep and be late in the morning..... I'm so f**ked up! I'm so f**ked up! I'm so f**ked up! And for the 4th time: I'm so incredibly f**ked up. No one to say it's gonna be ok and nothing to hold on to.... Its like I just got out of bed and I'm waking around in the dark, bumping into things... I just hope I'll find the switch to turn on the light before I kick a chair with my little toe.... Cristinnne.