Cristinnne.

I've been sick for the last 2 days.
Can't eat anything and I smoke too much.
I just wanna go to bed as soon as I wake up, but cant do that. There's too much to do in the office.
I'm being incredibly needy and annoying tho :-).
Maybe all this thinking got me sick... Haha! I wish.
Apparently we're happy for real, for only 24 hours, in total, in our whole life.
I laughed, thinking of my lovely Russian .... Convinced that I've been happy for more than 24 hours.
I'm tired but full of energy.
I don't want anything for tomorrow and I'm not expecting anything, but I know the fever's gonna make me cry....
And back to Dostoievski. The pain, the fever, the tears ... My own heartbeats are waking me up.

Her eyes are very dark and she is smiling.

I have no plans.
Tomorrow is not gonna be any better than today , life's running thru my veins and as soon as I get better, I'm gonna make it happen.

Cx.