Wednesday, February 08, 2012

If I stay here......



I never try to calculate how many bad or good things I did in my life; unlike Pitagora, I find no music and no poetry in numbers and mathematics. I just know how brave I am and I realised that a long time ago, when other people, smarter than me, were "in charge" of my destiny.
"The greatest adventure of a man is to give himself a destiny" - was written on a wall in a writer's house. Did I give myself a destiny? I don't think I can answer that. I probably am the most innapropiate source that could judge this case. What I know for sure (besides the fact that I know nothing) is which are the questions I ask myself every second of my life.
On this page are all my anxieties, all the sorrow, all the despair, accomplishments and some lovely moments of happiness.
I keep the doors and the windows closed just because I want to punish myself in front of too many words I can't take back which literally hanged me without giving me the fatal end i was expecting at the time.

Cx.

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