You start shivering, your face goes all white, you try to wake up just to realize you're not asleep. You try to talk but your words turn into hiccups, tears run down your face and you can just feel how your heart just turned into glass and someone was there with a hammer. Now there are only pieces of glass running thru your body, stinging and burning everything in their way. You're falling apart and all you can do is let your feelings translate into crying and hope they're going away forever.
Moments like this change you forever.
I'm talking about...
The pain that can make you weak.
The pain that can make you a better person. So much better that you end up saying thank you to that hammer person...
The pain that can run thru your blood and you'd do anything to get rid of it, but you're still addicted.
The pain that can make your soul black and dry all the blood in your heart.
The pain that can make you hate everyone around you.
The pain that you hate, cause you think you don't deserve it and the fact that you're still hurt makes you angry.
The pain felt by someone close to you... And you'd give anything to just take it away from them. Even if that means you'd be the one to live with it instead.
The pain that makes you feel alive...
Cristinnne.
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