Thursday, December 08, 2011

You owe me nothing in return



I will give you encouragement to choose the path that you want if you need it.

I was asked to write more about me, like I do every year on my birthday. Write about me, my dreams, my passions, my needs and about how I love. 
I'll tell you what, there's only one kind of love I know. And there's no other way. 

You can speak of anger and doubts, your fears and freak outs and I'll hold it

Don't get me wrong, I don't live with only butterflies in my stomach, and I don't have a million friends, but people who were brave enough to get to know me and stay around, stay in my heart forever. And knowing me, I'd do anything for them. 
When it comes to pain, I can easily accept my own, but Its always so hard to deal with someone elses. And man, I would just take it, I swear. I mean, come on, after all, I'm the one who fell asleep getting a tattoo. 
In other words, I'd rather be in pain myself than see one of my friends suffering. 

You can express your deepest of truths even if it means I'll lose you and I'll hear it

I'm not a good person, but I'm a good friend... To anyone but myself, really. Sometimes I find myself saying "What was I thinking?! Things like this don't happen to me!" and that's when Tasha wants to push me off the roof. :-) 

You can ask to live by yourself or love someone else and I'll support it

Funnily enough, I usually get over anything that people do to me and I forget about it. So probably I'll end up going for a coffee with someone who did me wrong after a week. But again, when it comes to my fiends and people who hurt them, lets just put it like this... I still can't bring myself to talk to Luisa and can't even mention the K word. Both K's.

You can ask for anything you want anything at all and I'll understand it

And yes, I am a bitch, when it comes to work, or being right all the time. And I'll say this only once, J!
"I don't always think I'm right,  I just find it hard to operate on the opposite assumption."

This is the only kind of love, as I understand it, that there really is.

I hate it when girls don't match their shoes with their bag and I always bitch about it.
I cry once a month and I'm a complete mess when I have a cold. I don't want to see anyone and I don't want anyone to see me. That's when I miss my mom...
I can't make coffee. But I know all the shops that sell mountain dew around my office. 
I don't always answer my phone but I'll always reply to texts. 
I like texts. 
And I like emails. 
And I've deactivated my Facebook 5 days ago and I'm still alive. I have so much more free time now. 



Cristinnne.

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